bestfriend saya kena bace nie :)

husna, seriously rinduu kau gilaa. nak borak2 dengan kau. :(

btw, bila aku tengok gambar nie mesti aku tersenyum. sebab i LOVE this picture lahh. nampak mesra gila. macam adek aku pun ade. haha.

your birthday nanti, insya ALLAH im coming. tp tak boleh nak janji lagi la :(

okay lah sayang, gtg now. nak continue packing. bye. I LOVE YOU !

packing -.-"

malam nie dah start packing sebab esok nak jalan2.hehe. 

so tak nak la lambat nanti. byk jugak baju nak bawak tp bila pikir balik takut berat pulak nak bawak nanti.

tak terdayo den. haih!

so, tengah pikir panjang lah nie nak bawak baju ape je. yela, next sem class pack gilaa. sampai pukul 7ptg. confirm kena bawak baju kurung banyak2. :(

tapi baju kurung den tak byk. adoii.

poning kepalo. okay lah, sampai sini je kot dulu, nak continue packing sebab baru dua helai masuk luggage. 

hee :D

so, bye !

p/s: lupo den nak bgtau, esok den dah nak naik bus nak balik uitm. :(

cheers for today :)

-Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. 

If they care, they’ll notice. If they don’t, you know where you 

stand.-

-Relationships are like sharing a book, it doesn’t work if you’re 

not on the same page.-

perasaan pelik. :o

haiyoo. kenapa aku rase die macam marah aku? pelik la. aku bagi message kt fb die tak reply pon. dah dua kali dah. and then tadi aku text die, die diam je. asal nie ea? ade aky buat salah ke kat die? huhu. ape la salah aku nie. ya ALLAH, tunjukkan lah kebenarannya. aku pelik sgt nie kenapa die tetiba je diam macam nie. macam dah tak nak contact dengan aku lagi. adoii. macam mane nie. seriously im speechless. die marah kat aku or merajuk dgn aku? adoii. tolong aku please. 

please my bestfriend, don't do this to me. aku rase guilty sangat plus risau. hope kau okay kat sane. bukan sebab aku dah sakitkan hati kau. aku sayang kau wey bestfriend. SUMPAH aku sayang kau. :D

tiada lagi teman untuk berkongsi cerita :(

     CIK AINA MARDHIAH LOVE,

nuraina mardhiah, rindunya sama kamu. even baru beberapa jam kau naik bus. adoii. macam mane la nie. aku kat rumah lama lagi jugak. takde org lain lagi da yg boleh dengar cerita aku. :( . alamak, kenapa air mata nie dah nak turun kat pipi? rase panas je mata nie. sedih sgt. rindu kat kau gila along. macam kesian pulak kat kau. yela, tangan kau sakit lagi tapi bawak barang byk2. mesti susah kan nanti kau nak bawak masuk uum. anis paham perasaan kau. sedih nya. seriously. tak tau lagi nak cakap macam mane. sebak gila rase sekarang nie. actually, bukan sebak dah tapi dah nangis dah pun. :( hope perjalanan kau selamat lah ye . pergi and balik. insyaALLAH, bulan 12 nie kita jumpa lagi. :) 

ya ALLAH, rindu nya kat along aku sekarang nie. tiada lagi tempat mengadu and kawan buat mase sekarang nie.

p/s: i LOVE you KAKAK ! :) really MISS you.

dedicate this song to HUSNA and QEY :)

malam2 macam nie hujan yg sangat lebat. suddenly miss you both like hell. :(
p/s: I LOVE you BOTH :*

today's quote for cheers :)

Each friend represents a world in us, a world not born until they arrive, and it is only by this

 meeting that a new world is born. 

A girl can be your bestfriends, your worst enemy, your sweetest darling or a bitch.

but it depends on how you treat her.

aina khalida sayang :)

                           hey! meet my beautiful princess yoo. :) haha

      miss aina khalida ahmad nuri. a.k.a YUNA.

hello. entry baru hari nie aku nak update pasal kawan aku sorang nie. dah lame aku nak cerita pasal die kat blog aku nie tapi takde kesempatan masa yang betul2 terluang. haa mcm nie la, biar aku cerita macam mane  friendship kteorg boleh terjadi. at first, kteorg kawan mase kteorg masuk tkc as freshie 0610. aku jd rapat dgn die bila die masuk dorm aku. kteorg suka tido satu bed. means aku salu menumpang kat bed die. so, sebab tu kot kteorg jadi rapat. kteorg suka borak2 before tido. tp mase tu aku ngn dy tak satu kelas la. die rapat dgn bdk kelas dy. tyme tu memang ramai sgt yg suka kawan dgn die. and classmate die salu jugak gduh2 sb jealous die kawan dgn org lain. aku pun tak paham kenapa tp yg pasti die salu jugak laa cerita pasal nie kat aku. aku just dgr and tak mampu nak buat ape2. kecewa btol dgn perangai aku nie. hm, after that, kteorg satu kelas tyme 2N. tp kteorg tak satu dorm laa. tyme tu aku betul2 rapat dgn die sampai ade org kate yg kteorg nie lesbian. gila betul! memang tak lah kan. aku betul2 anggap die as bestfriend aku. memang gila kalau aku nie jd lesbian. like aku cerita entry before this, ramai gila org mengata pasal aku dgn die. cakap aku nie minat obvious dgn qey and langsung tak bagi die kawan dengan org lain. eh! tolong sikit. tak penah langsung aku ckp macam tu. aku tak kesah pun die kawan dgn sape2. itu hak die. aku tak penah kawal hidup die. bukan die boyfriend aku laa wey. die KAWAN BAIK aku yg aku ade. aku sayang die sebagai KAWAN RAPAT. tak boleh ke? salah ea? tak paham aku dengan perangai org sekeliling tyme tu. and fyi, tyme tu die pun rapat jugak dgn fara qem. so, tanda nye aku ke yg tak bg die kawan dgn org lain? macam tu ea?hehs! *sigh

after rumors tu tersebar luas, aku dengan die dah tak rapat sgt. aku mula jauhkan diri dari die. aku tak nak die sakit sb dgr benda2 mcm nie. aku sayang die sb tu aku tekad nak jauhkan diri. biarlah org benci aku sorang je tapi bukan org benci die. so tyme tu die agak marah dkt aku sebab aku larikan diri dari die. dy tnye aku sebab ape tp aku tak cakap. aku tak tau nak explain macam mane. die marah aku kenapa aku dgr ckp org. die kate wat bodo je ape org kate pasal kita. tp tu la, aku tak tahan. aku tak dapat nk tahan sorang2 tyme tu. pedih sgt bagi aku. hnya ALLAH je tau macam mane aku rase. :( beberape minggu jugak la aku menangis sebab tu je. PEDIH sangat! sebab org suka buat tanggapan buruk terhadap aku. then, kteorg gaduh and lame sgt tak bertegur. tak silap aku nak dkt end of the year kot baru aku baik dgn die. tu pun sb die mintak maaf kat aku. tp aku bodoh sb biar die yg mintak maaf dgn aku sedangkan dalam hal nie aku yg salah. itu kesalahan aku yg sgt besar! tapi kan tyme tu die dah ade bestfriend da. kobeng and nashwa. aku ingat lagi ape dy text aku tyme tu, die kate kali nie biar la ape org nak kate, bestfriend aku tetap dyeorg. even dyeorg byk kali gaduh. so aku redha. :)

tyme kteorg form3, aku ngn die satu dorm tp tak same class pulak. haih! :( aku dgn die takde lah rapat sgt dah cuma baik jela. tp mase tu die byk kot bg aku pinjam handphone die. hehe. and tahun 2008 nie aku byk ingat pasal benda baik2 je. yg lain sumpah aku tak ingat. so tak boleh nak cerita. nanti jadi lain pulak. tp kan yang paling bermakna sgt memories aku dgn die this year is die tolong aku tyme aku patah tangan. die and assm lah byk sgt membantu aku. makan, minum, pakai, mandi and semua lah. meamng die lah segala2nya bg aku tyme tu. memang takde org lain yg seikhlas die and assm yg jage aku. semuanya die yg buat termasuk mandikan aku. hati aku btul2 tersentuh dgn kebaikan die. tp kdg2 biaselah mulut org tak leh nak tutup ade jugak yg mengate kat aku. cakap aku nie saje je nak ambek perhatian dgn qey so that aku nie rapat balik dgn qey macam dulu. sumpah wey, aku tak pernah nak rampas die dari bestfriends die or sape2 jela. tp tyme tu aku dah takde mase nak pkir mase tu. kesakitan tangan aku lagi pedih than kata2 dyeorg. aku buat bodoh je ape yg dyeorg ckp sb aku tak nak ulang lagi kesilapan dulu. yela, die da byk tolong aku, tak kan aku nak buat macam tu kat die. tak nak la die sakit hati lagi dengan perangai aku nie.

tyme form4 and form5 aku tak berapa ingat sangat lah sebab byk kenagan yg menyakitkan hati. so aku dah byk lupakan semua tu. hehe. tp yg sweet memories tyme form4 is aku, qey, eeqa, and tak ingat sape lagi sorang, kteorg fly pegi KL naik kereta pakcik lockman. haha. PAK CIK and MAK CIK SAADIAH laa yg byk sgt membantu kami. dyeorg baik gilaa dgn kteorg. hehe. so kat sini je entry aku dulu. anti aku ade mood aku sambung lagi ye kisah aku tyme form4 and f5. hope aku ade kekuatan nak tules tu nanti. amminn. 

p/s: qey, I LOVE YOU and miss you. bila laa boleh jumpa nie. :(

ACS 113 1A :)

korang, aku rindu korang laa. nak study, makan and gelak sama2. sumpah rinduu korang! :(

avengers LOVE ! :)

suddenly miss you gell gell avengers! no one can replace you all :) seriously !

his story !

10th grade

As i sat there in English class, i stared at the girl next to me. she was my so called "best friend'. 

i stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. but she didn't notice me like that, and i knew it.

after class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. she said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on cheek. i wanted to tell her, i want her to know that i don't want to be just a friends, i love her but i'm just too shy and i don't know why.

11th grade

the phone rang. on the other end, it was her. she was in tears, mumbling on and on about her how her love had broke her heart. she asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so i did. as i sat next to her on sofa, i stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. after 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. she looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. i want to tell her, i want her to know that i don't want to be just a friends, i love her but i'm just too shy, and i don't know why.

Senior Year

the day before prom she walked to my locker. my date is sick" she said; he's not going well, i didn't have a date and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friend". so we did. prom night, after everything was over, i was standing at her front door step. i stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. i want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and i know it. then she said "i had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. i want to tell her, i want her to know that i don't want to be just friends, i love her but i'm just too shy, and i don't know why.

Graduation Day

a day passed, then a week, then a month. before i could blink, it was graduation day. i watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. i wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and i knew it. before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as i hugged her. then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. i want to tell her, i want her to know that i don't want to be just friends, i love her but i'm just too shy, and i don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now i sit in the pews of the church. that girl is getting married now. i watched her say "i do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. i wanted het to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and i knew it. but before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came! ". she said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek.  i want to tell her, i want her to know that i don't want to be just friends, i love her but i'm just too shy, and i don't know why.

Funeral

years passed, i looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". at the service, they read a diary entry she wrote in her high school years. this is what it read: i stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and i know it. i want to tell him, i want him to know that i don't want to be just friends, i love him but i'm too shy and i don't know why. i wish he would tell me he loved me!

'i wish i did too....' i thought to my self and cried.

giving support :)

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

husna nadhirah (:

i miss you kawan (:

i need you right now !

HUGS ! :)

selamat pagi ! :)

baru je bangun sekarang nie.

yela, malam tadi tido pukul 0510 la kot.

penat gila.

bangun2 je, 

aku terus tengok handphone aku.

ade 2missed call and 1message.

semestinya from si dia. :)

aku rindu kau lah si rambut kembang ! :p

deep from inside !

its like a thousand year right now.

im calling you but you didn't answer my call.

feel disappointed but i know the reason why.

seriously im missing you like hell!

and im fucking damn LOVE you like millions stars do every night :)

you are my CAPTAIN and my HERO !

no one can replace you.

i curve your name inside my heart, 

and i do trust you not going remove it from my heart.

p/s: alep amran , TAKE NOTE ! 

lewat malam :(

jam dah pukul 4.38pagi.

aku still tak tido lagi.

aku risau dengan keadaan mak aku. 

mak aku sakit la sekarang.

body die macam lemah sangat.

so, aku decide tak nak tido sangat lah malam nie.

tapi kan, apekan daya.

perut aku sedang menari nari dan berjoget lagu hip hop!

memang kaw2 die rap kat dalam perut aku nie.

wahh! laparnya :(

tapi, mane nak carik food?

 kat sini ade ke delivery or pape jela.

mestilah takde.

aku duk kat rumah kot sekarang.

memang susah nak carik kepsi, mekdi and semua lahh. :(

so, conclusion die.

kena lahh TAHANN lapar tu sampai pagi ESOK !

sekian, terima kasih. :)